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    Hello, I have been having memories of past lives since I was a small child. I constantly made up names as a child and one day met a young man with one of my names, and when I began to type in the names I found they were from numerous cultures across the world and I find that with each culture I have some sort of personal connection with. Anyway, when I was 5 my parents had a friend named Marcheline, and when she met me and told me her name I told her 'That was my mother's name, a long time ago.' and of course my mother looked at me like I was crazy. 'That was when we lived in the country.'
    Anyway, I have always had a connection with France, unexplainable, but I believe my name was Aveline perhaps or something very similar to that and that we were a noble family, well off, who lived in the country. One memory I have is a field with high grass and I was wearing a simple white dress. I had dirty blonde hair, and my mother was a very small fragile blonde woman. She was laughing chasing me, calling out, “Aveline! Aveline! Aveline, revenez ici!”
    Also, I have a younger cousin who at the age of 3 began randomly speaking in French. Though we don't always get along, I feel very protective of her. I think she was my younger sister in this life. I remember marrying but that part of my life is very vivid. I believe I died during childbirth, but that's all very fuzzy. I remember more about this life but I've already gone on too much.
    I also believe that my friend who I have a strange connection with (I swear we share thoughts, she always knows what I'm thinking, feeling etc.) was an older sister during this time and she says she also feels an overwhelming need to protect me and though she's only met her once, the cousin I mentioned before.
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    It happen to me at southern France, at Hyers and in Filip la Bell castle in Avignon. Next to cathedral at Avenue du Prince, without any warning, I observed some primitive clay structures attached to walls of the cathedral, smell of the burning wood and smell of some food, stench of the horses and sounds of the horses. Feeling of the people, but I did not observe it except structures and dry clay road. It may be split of the second … but it was reality. not a dream.
     Than later in Avignon, in old chapel of the castle, I had urgent feelings of hate and spectral futures (colors) were bizarre. More intensive feelings and visual (sound) I had after more years about battle of Hattin in today Israel and Acre … feeling of pain were intensive.
     Since that, nothing. I am retired Navy and Oracle specialist. Have not any psychic experience or interest. - St.
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The past life I remember was simple, but after my regression session, I became very disturbed. It took me a good year to get over it. I cried constantly for weeks! - I believe I was in France, maybe early 1800s. I entered the memory as a 4-5 year old child. I was very ill and in bed. As I progressed, I saw myself as a young woman, 16-17 years old, I was outside on the cobble stone road looking at the stone fountain. There were tall stone buildings all around, I had long, dark, curly hair, very nice features. My parents were very well to do and I hated it, I was very simple in my needs and I feel I wasnt close to mother because of it. I remember my father was very tall, strong features, dark hair,(I could almost draw a picture!) I also was married to a simple man which made me content, he had kind of long dirty blonde hair and loved to smoke a pipe. My days consisted of going to field and doing some sort of ritual like picking mushrooms and picking wild flowers, but that wasnt it, I think I was up to something more meaningful. There were signals, I dont know how else to explain it. I use signals today in every day life, I believe spiders to be my totem even though Im scared to death of them! Spiders warn me of danger in my dreams as well as in a waking state. I think this past life links to that, recogonizing signals. There is so I remember, its hard to get everything here. The main thing is I had such a simple life back then, .... so why did it effect me so negatively? I am now ready for the next step in this. Thank you! Blessed Be!!