Europe
Italy & Roman Empire

SICILY
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hmm, how to start? well, this happened when i
was 15 years old and i still believe about it even though our religion
says that this is wrong. it was a good day when i had decided to go out
and hang around with my friend when i finally sang a strange song, a
song
that i had never heard of its rhythm. i sang that song spontaneously
and
it went so well that it seemed like a perfect-written song. i was on my
way to bathroom, and i sang that song. but i took that as nothing
abnormal.
soon, the next year (i was 16), when i was in my bedroom, finishing my
homework, the name of 'Sicily' came into my mind. i don't know what it
was actually but it reminded me of my first strange action - the
unknown
song! it seemed to me that both things were just the same. but again, i
took it nothing!
then again, this strange thing happened, i
started
to see a guy in my bedroom, sitting on my bed and looking very pale. he
had yellow (golden) hair, blue eyes and he was wearing all-white
clothes.
and he would always there. i was very afraid because i thought that it
was only me who saw him. i told my mum and dad, shockingly, my parents
said that they saw him in my bedroom too. i was very afraid at that
time,
he wasn't only sit on my bed but i could feel that he was sleeping
beside
me every night! i used spring bed, and i could feel someone was
moving
beside me.. Oh God!
later, i had something came into my mind again..
i saw the same guy (the one who was in my bedroom) and a girl who had
long
black hair, black eyes and pretty, and both of them were smiling at
each
other, they were in front of a florist and the guy was cycling. later i
knew that the guy's name was Ryan. it was so funny as i could see
everything
so clearly as if it was me in that place. i saw the building and its
structures,
i saw the surroundings, i saw everything and the place was close to
sea.
a few days later, i took a serious action. i started to find what was
'Sicily'
and of course, the song! i found out from an encyclopedia that Sicily
was
a place in Italy, an island! and everything came into pieces when
luckily,
a tv program showed a documentary about Sicily. i found out that
everything
was the same in my dream. the buildings and its structures, the place,
the surroundings and of course the sea! i couldn't believe it. i am
right
now in Malaysia but still i can know and see everything in Sicily,
which
is thousands of miles away from here.. and i have never been there!
later, in year 2000, again, a thing came into
my mind.. the guy.. the same guy in who was in my bedroom.. he was
dead..
and both of them, the girl who's in Sicily and that guy, was actually
very
in love. but there was something happened to them, and they both died!
and one of them was me! the guy was me! an hour ago, i was searching
for
a web sites about past life and karma.. i tried a test to know who we
were
in the past.. this test said i was a guy! and i knew i used to be a guy
in my past life! i want everything to get into pieces. i want to know
my
past life. i want to find my past life's lover. i want to find her. i
knew
that it was my fault that everything went wrong for our love in our
past
lives. i want her to forgive me, and i want to love her as much as
before..
as much as i loved her in my past life and if i could, i want to love
her
more than that, with all my life. i don't care if she is a girl and i
was
now born in my present life as a girl. but i want to love her. no
wonder,
i never love any guys truly.. i was a man and i am searching for her!
please,
if anybody knows about us, about what had happened to me and her and
our
lives, tell me.. i couldn't put it clear again because i lost that
guy..
'he' is gone, 'he' is not again in my bedroom.. i couldn't find him.. i
believe 'he' wants me to find about this by myself. AND I WILL!!
i need to find her. she was my true love and she always will!
sincerely,
Nicky, Kelantan, - Malaysia.
VENICE
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I'm in a house in Venice. In my room in front
of the mirror. My name isÝVenitia. I have blond hair and blue
eyes. I wear
a blue dress with a cameo on the front of it of a muse.Ýand have
Pearls
in my hair.I feel awful. I feel a hatred for my family. they are money
lenders. They make me poison people who may compete with them or just
because
they don't like them. I walk into the party. The guests Disgust me.
Only
2 men there don't. Mr. Germain. He is a count and he has come to my
house
to play some music he made himself on the violin. He is very charming,
and Handsome. And there is a man called Andrei with blond curly hair.
they
are the only ones in the world I love. I do not know if they are past
life
dreams but i always have them and they are so real, that i feel like
I'm
living them. Its like I'm no longer myself, but that person there and
then.Ý
Roman Empire
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You probably wouldn't believe
me if I told of my past lives you either that or you'll think I'm
crazy.
Let's just say they're interesting. I'll tell you of with one of my
less
adventurous lives. I've been a woman as long as I can remember, in one
of my lives in Rome, I was a daughter of a general who caught the eye
of
the emperor. After I first had this vision of my past I did some
research
and there was a woman who went through what I remembered.
Anyway, I became empress to Commodus. If you
do not believe my story look it up. I never liked him to begin with I
only
married him for the power. I planned his assination and to get his
general/friend
to help me I guess you could say I subdued him. As it turned out my
friend
was spying on me and informed Commodus of my betrayal. This is why I
don't
like to have friends to know anything about me. I was arrested when he
returned for I'm not sure what but he had me arrested and a while later
crucified. I'm not sure what happened to the general, I'm sure he was
executed
also.
My original plan was to have Commodus killed
on the battlefield, then I would marry the general, have a son. Then I
would have my husband poisoned. rule through my son, eventually
abandoning
him after gaining the trust by whatever means from my people and
becoming
the first True Empress of Rome (this plan was some what flexible, but
not
as much as it could have been). Commodus got his though he was hated by
all except the army and while fighting in the Arena one day he was
murdered.
If you want to know my name I was Crispina. That was my least
interesting
life.
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The dream then takes me
to Rome where I am a soldier. I am wearing this grand armor made of
brass
or gold it has a face on it of one of the GODS with silver studs
holding
it together. I jump off my horse and into battle with me is this huge
beastly
dog. I am killed sometime during the battle, and the dog defends my
dead
body through the long fight.
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Also, I have always been drawn to Imperial Rome,
especially to Herculaneum. The first books I ever checked out of
the library on my own were books about Pompeii and
Herculaneum--remember
searching the shelves of the 'grown-up' section just for books on these
cities, and I was only about eight or nine years old at the time.
I devoured these books, the pictures--everything I read or saw was
somehow
familiar to me, and I missed them. I had a "morbid" (according to
my mother) interest in the pictures of plaster casts made from the
hollow
cavities where bodies had decomposed leaving "molds"...I think I was
looking
for people I had known. Thanks for the site. Allison
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hello i told my friend who is thirteen about
the past-life stories and he shared one of his dreams with me. my
friend
is about twelve years old and a boy in his dream and is in Pompeii Rome
when the valcano erupted. he was with his guy friends, fliring with
some
of the local girls. when all of a sudden the ground shook beneath them
and his knees buckeld and made him crumble to the ground falling with
his
friends. he trIEs to get up but people are running and bustling
around
him pushing him down. he didn't know what was going on, there was so
much
confusion, it was so din. he exclaims. he finaly gets up
scrambling
and dodging people so he wouldn't fall again. then silence fell
everyone
was gone. he turned around to see the hot fire breathing liquid coming
for him. he was so scared he was just shocked and couldn't move. he
wakes
up still feeling the extreme hotness and is sweaty from head to toe. he
says he still has this dream every now and then. but not every night
now.
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I am a young woman during
the Roman Empire. I am wearing a very thin dress, and I am in the
marketplace.
I am maybe 15, it is very hot, I am being held very tightly by the arm,
being led around a group that has gathered, mostly men. I am trying to
be indifferent to them, but I am very scared. These men are looking
into
my eyes, feeling my skin, touching my hair, checking my teeth. I am a
slave
and it is some kind of preview before the slave auction. I realize that
there are a lot of slaves being led around. It is thought that I am
worth
a lot, because I am a virgin. I am barefoot, men are very interested in
my hands and feet.I am on the block and it is very very hard to
breathe.
A man buys me, for some strange price, like 2 steer or cows or
something.
But when we get home, he
treats me like a wife, and we have this great life together.He doesn't
have a lot of money, but there is a small home and even a little
garden.
I am looking for this kind man now. I hope I find him. There are more
details,
but I'd like to keep them for myself, as this is the 1st memory I've
had
so vividly, and they are personal in nature.-Fortunata
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This dream came to me when
I was 7 or 8 yrs old. I found myself crossing a large field with a tall
robed man, with features I can't really see. We stop and enter a small
stone-type structure with windows. He takes a seat on a bench and I go
to the window and there in a clearing I see at least half a dozen Roman
Legionaires all in ranks facing me . This was not right in front of me
but about 20 yards away. I saw to my right a group of what appeared to
be peasants, however one was standing away from the crowd and was
swinging
a short sword and seemed rather deranged. It was then that a Commander
rode up to the Legionaires on a horse and even though I could hear no
words
I knew he had instucted one of us to go and finish this peasent off. I
then saw myself step away from the ranks and hand my shield to the next
soldier and without any kind of concern draw my sword and proceed to
take
this guy out, then from out of nowhere he drove that sword into my
midsection.
This was the end I knew that however I seemed to be only a spectator.
Even
knowing it was me I did not feel any emotion. Then almost as fast as it
happended a large stone appeared where the window was and I picked up a
chisel and hammer and inscibed my name, turned and left with the tall
man.
This was by far the most vivid thing I can remember and have always
known
it was more than a dream.
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Lately I have been having
these dreams of a past life of mine. It sets in ancient Rome and
I am some lady of high authority dressed is a white silk dress. I
walk down the streets of Rome with my servants behind me. I look
at the filthy streets and at the market places and merchants. I
am
so at peace, and I wish I could go back there somehow. There is
so
much more I would like to explain but I am not sure if I should, and to
be quite frank I do not know why I am writing this email. Maybe
because
I just wanted to contribute to the reincarnation page. I am so
confused
about these dreams and I am just screaming to tell someone, but I don't
think anyone I know would understand. - Centerwind
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