Multiple Lives - III
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I went into deep meditation a while ago to discover
my past lives because i kept having frightning dreams that i was being
chased through the woods.. I was in a beautiful library and on the shelf
in front of me i saw my name and there were seven books under it. seven
books for seven lives. I pulled out one and opened it, then it seemed
like i was reliving all these memories from one of my lives. I remember
i was young at first, around 6, and i had long dark dark brown hair and
grey eyes. I was near a castle or a fortress of somekind, I think it was
in England somewhere but i'm not sure. There was a forest covered
hill behind it and i remember that i always went climbing there with my
friend ( whose name is eric in this life but itwasn't eric in that life).
In all the memories that i saw i was always wearing something green. I
remember i had a beautiful bow and quiver of a dark mohogany kind of wood...
i spent a lot of time practising, my friend "eric" had a sword. I
remember that i was of some importance and servants kept fussing over me
and made me wear dresses. I remember begging and pleading with my
father to let me fight with the men in an up coming battle.. I think
he refused.
I remember going anyway and i had
a long dark green cloak. The battle was in a rocky vally full of
trees and it was a grey overcast day. I was with the archers and,
after an hour of fighting or so, the enemy broke through and chased us.
I got separated from the rest of my group and there was two enemies chasing
me through the forest and i was terrified (this was the dream i kept having)
The forest was dark and i couldn't see that well, I think i tripped, and
then they killed me. That's all i remember.. ~Catherine
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I know that I am destined to find a better path
for myself in this life, because I can see and feel the mistakes in at
least one of my past lives. I was in the dark ages....a destitute wife
with many offspring. I'm not sure what my husband did but in the few glimpses
I've had of him, he was always
very dirty. Short, stalky, dirty, drunk and mean. There was
always illness in our family and I myself died an awful death. My
connection isn't strong enough for specifics. So I won't try. But I think
I died young; Mid 30's or 40's.
Old farmhouses and furniture and the smells
of dust and mud and baking bread; and the look, feel and smell of velvet
all invoke very strong feelings of a connection to yet another time when
I believe I lived the life of a frontier wife. A very hard life, as history
has taught us. And I'm certain that it was extremely brutal a time for
my family. Again; many children and much illness. I died a young woman
again in this life. Seems like it was a complication of childbirth or
" female troubles" of some kind. I see and hear words and names in my dreams
that I have no idea what they mean until I study them. Last night I dreamed
about buying a firkin of butter. If I understand the definition correctly,
a firkin is a quarter pound. I woke up thinking " Now where did I get a
word like that?" but then the dream came back to me and it made some sense
after I looked it up. Now I feel the need to bake some bread and go for
a walk down by the creek. And reflect.
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I have memories of several lives. I am born in
the Netherlands, by the way, on the 8th of February, 1968. When I was a
child, age 4, I was fascinated with Indians/native Americans. I missed
my family, my tribe, my horse. My own present family sometimes felt like
they were nice people that I was supposed to live with. My parents thought
I had too much imagination. And I thought so too, later on. In 1993, my
boyfriend and I saw this beautiful Indian style bead necklace, and I tried
it infront of a mirror. It was a major deja-vu. It was as if for a second,
the shop around me faded, and I was in a forest, looking at my reflection
in the water, I was wearing a similar necklace. Needless to say, my boyfriend
bought it for me.
When I was in Indonesia, in 1980, visiting my
father's homeland, I had a flashback of a woman, being chased into the
jungle, and I felt her fear and despair, I could hear her gasping breath
as she ran. Our guide started telling a story, about how the ex-mistress
of one the Kings in that area, was chased from the village, after bewitching
the King. I had the vision before he started telling the story. It was
very real, I was 11 yrs old, and I still recall the feeling.
Then there's the strange memory of the South,
Louisiana. I looked out of our window one night, and there was a boat,
decorated with lights, sailing by on the canal outside our home. I said
to my husband, that he should come look at it, that it was just like the
boats on the Mississippi when I was a little girl. I said it so spontanously,
that it took a while for me to realise I had never been to the US. My boyfriend,
who is by now used to having a weirdo girlfriend, just laughed and corrected
me.
The strangest memories are of Scotland. My boyfriend
and I went to Scotland for the first time in 1998. He has always had a
Scottish connection somehow, while I was blank. The whole vacation was
a spiritual rollercoaster. We were being led, from person to person. We
met people we felt we knew, although we had never seen them before. One
hotelowner was so familiar to us both, it was creepy. And he was drawn
to us as well. While my boyfriend was waiting for more connections to be
found, I had found mine. Mary, Queen of Scots. I knew her. We have hardly
anything in common, she was as Catholic as can be, and I'm a witch. In
her days, she would have sent me to the stake. She was the one who started
the burning times in Scotland. But I was so fascinated by her, almost like
a fan. I lovingly looked at her lock of hair at Holyrood Palace. And I
visited the Mary, Queen of Scots House in Jedburgh. I went in alone, my
boyfriend had seen too many castles, and stayed outside. That was meant
to be. After buying some books about her, and a card with a photo of her
death mask, I went into the house. The room, where she had stayed while
she was very ill, was thick with spirits, who welcomed me. I felt them
all the time in the house. There was a familiarity, I felt I was welcome
and recognised.
Later, back in the Netherlands, I had a flashback
again. I was in Scotland, and I was a girl, 14 years old. I had long, dark
hair, and I was a nature child. I saw myself walking around in a long brown
dress, with a light brown vest. I had a mouse in my hand, that I was playing
with. My boyfriend was there as well, he was a soldier, older than me,
and in love with me. I was teasing him, pretending to ignore him, while
walking past a creek in the glen. This all took a second or two,
but it was again very clear.
In 2001, we got married in Scotland, at Eilean
Donan Castle. I wore a long dress, and I had a veil as well, to make it
all extra romantic, hey, getting married at a castle is something special.
My best friend walked into my room, and saw me standing there, from behind.
And she whispered "Mary, Queen of Scots." I was very flattered. You see,
I'm not going to believe I was an historic figure. That is just too silly.
I actually felt quit sad, that she died on my birthday. I now think of
her, every year on the 8th of February. I take that date as a hint, that
there is a connection between me and her, and Scotland. I cry when I leave
Scotland. This what I wanted to share, thank you for taking the time to
read it. - Blessed be, Ravenna
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I have had several glimpses into what I consider
past lives memories..you be the judge.
2. Ireland
I recall living in a small farm with a small
fence of stones out front. I recall being in love with a man and
we would meet at ruins for rendevous. One day word came that he had
been killed by soldiers. I had begged him not to go. But he had gone.
I ran to the ruins thinking it all a lie. I went to the cliffs and
through myself off.
3. World War II
I recall running from the Nazis with either my
brother or my love. It was a dark night and we didn't want to be
captured. We ran under a bridge with some water under it. We
thought we could escape. But we were both shot and fell into the
water.
5. Indian tribe
I remember living by a river's edge. Happy
life under the stars and moon before the white man came. I was in
love. I married. We had many children. Winters were hard
but the tribe worked together. I worked hard and played hard.
I died old, happy and content during a harsh winter.
I know this is alot. I have been told that
I am an "old soul". I do know I am scared of heights, feel drawn
to the natural arts, often sing Indian type chants, have a high interest
in Egyptian, Druid, Irish and Indian things. And I hate watching
war movies. I love being married and having children. I enjoy
the outdoors and being in the sun while working the earth. Song is
a powerful mood maker for me. I hate the winter and love the summers.
I feel on the edge like I will go mad "again" if I am not careful-sometimes.
I feel drawn to the mountains and have a feeling if I went to Ireland I
would never leave. Well ...thats more than enough I am sure....thanks for
listening to my rantings - kt
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As a child my mother would read to me literature
concerning reincarnation, buddhism, metaphysical principles, etc. Therefore
I was conditioned early on to accept ideas such as past lives and reincarnation.
When I was 17 I had a regression done by a woman who was assisting me in
spiritual advisement as well as emotional counseling and the following
are two experiences I recalled or, at least, thought I may have experienced
prior to my life now.
The first was my self as a young male, mid twenties
to early thirties in age. I was polynesian, living on an island somewhere
in the pacific. I had the impression that the time frame was around the
19th century. I had a wife and two children; a boy and a girl.
The images were brief and too the point. I spent
all of my time doting on the boy child, teaching him and sharing my experiences
with him. I completely neglected the girl. She died at a fairly young age(
for reasons I can not recollect )and I spent the rest of my days feeling
guilty. I do not remember how it affected my remaining years with my other
family members. I only recall the general incident and my feelings which
came from it.
The second took place sometime, I believe in
the late 17th or early 18th century. I was a woman who was raised in a
lower to middle class environment somewhere in France. I met, had an affair
and fell in love with a man who had wealth and a much greater position
in society than I did. From what I can recall, I was naive and disillusioned
by the relationship. The affair was kept secret until I became pregnant
and gave birth to a child. I do not remember the sex of the child. From
this point on I do not recall any details of my interaction with the man
or anyone else. I only remember one other important thing. He was involved
with a woman of great importance who discovered the affair and child. She
had myself and the child drowned in a small pool which was located in the
garden area of a large house. I am not sure if it was her alone or if she
had help( I had an impression that there
were two other men present ).
I do not know if these were images I concocted
in my mind at the time because I wanted to believe in past life experience
or if it is something that really did take place. Part of me would like
to find out more about it and part of me believes it is better off left
alone.
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i wanted to tell someone this.. maybe someone
somewhere will recognize it or connect with it. i do not have dreams of
my self in these situations i simply have feelings about or for certain
times and places..for instance while meditating once i found my self dressed
as a native American.. but not of today or even close. it felt like it
was a very long time ago.. possibly ancient/I see this as myself dressed
in a headdress and buckskin loin cloth. And I am male in this. I see this
during mediation. he is facing the sun and has his arms out flung and standing
tall and proud almost defiant. It is me but how i know that i have
no idea. another time was when i was in a 20 yr. old house. i distinctly
got the feeling of having been there before not that i felt i was in my
house but that I had been there before..
another time was just today. i was in an old
hard ware store and the building is 117 yrs old. still has original
ceiling all coffered and the flooring is original. i walked around getting
the feeling it was one of happiness and one of hard work.. but not really
any sadness i see myself in the stairwell calling to someone i am female
in this one. i am dressed in the time period.. ruffled sleeves and
long dark skirts with ringlets on either side of my head. i am bending
over the banister and calling someone. but who i don't know. i also would
like to state that i have always had an affinity for the Victorian times
and things. i have not seen myself there but i know someone is there.
and i see m but i can make out what they look like or are wearing.
the strangest encounter was while touring a house
in Savannah Ga. i go a glimpse of myself as a lad of the time but someone
was sick I was dressed in green long skirts. Hair is slightly messy and
I am carrying towels and I am sweating. I am following a nurse or slave
or servant? I am not up on history here. and I was very upset.
This was upsetting to me now in real time to but I left because they were
closing. I also saw myself as the same lady in fine clothing at another
house! the Andrew Lowe house in Savannah. Coming out into the garden from
the house I see herI know it is me she smiles and turns and waves to who
I do not know. well thetas all I see thanks for listing. - Caroline
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I keep haveing several recurring dreams but each
dream involves the same person! once i have dreamt that we were in salem
and i remember haveing a fight about something with my husband(who in this
life time is my best friend!) and then he forces me out the house and pushes
me in the street where several other people(women/men/children) are being
pushed with the other women and children we are attacked with stones and
then someone lights a fire and i as usual wake up but strangly every time
i have that dream i always can smell the faint smell of smoke! Blessed
be mystic_isis
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I'm looking for anyone from any of my past lives- In the
first I'm in ancient ancient Egypt, before the pyramids. I live near a
large river, not necessarily the Nile, there's a village or city a couple
of miles away. I live in a small yellow/brown mud brick house, with my
husband. We are both mid to late 20s. He fishes and hunts and I weave blankets
or tapestries. We had a son together, when our son is about 1 and a half
I die from a snake bite. I never found out what happened to my son or husband.
In the second I am a Native American, we live
near the Atlantic ocean, it's near the time the first European explorers
start showing up. I run into one whom I assume is on a scouting trip. He
is quite tall and has dirty blonde hair and green eyes. My tribe finds
us together and kills him. I end up an outcast and kill myself shortly
after.
The third and final life is in the southern states, sometime
between the 1930s and the 1950s. I live with my sister who is married and
has 4 kids, 2 girls and 2 boys. We are all caucasian and lower middle class,
we live on a farm or in the country. In the summer it gets unbearable hot
and humid and the kids use a creek a little off our property as their "swimming
hole". my name may have been Aunt Jennie.
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I have no clear memory of my lives just a certainty
that I have lived before. I am pretty sure that I've had at least 2 other
lives. There are people that I see in my everyday current life that
I know I have met before in a different time. The only people that I seem
to know time and time again are my two sisters. In one life I know
that I was either in Scotland or Ireland (this is confirmed by my unnatural
love of all things from either of these countries.) At this time
I should probably note that I am Hispanic and have never been to either
Scotland or Ireland. At times I catch myself speaking with a very
heavy brogue, that no one one else in my family has ever been able to do.
The other life I think I lived in the Middle
East. I relate to alot of the traditions from that area (they seem
comfortable, familiar to me). And I don't know why. I've never made it
to that side of the globe.
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Merry Meet, I am Duvessa Ethelind, a young Wiccan
(12 years old) and I have only had brief scenes and views of a past life,
just one in particular which keeps coming back to me. Although it is very
rough, I felt I ought to share it with you... It started when I was about
8 or 9 on the way to school, my mother was driving me to school because
I was late (as usual). We were at the traffic lights and I pulled down
the sun-flap (the thing near the top of the front window, the flap with
the mirror) and I looked into the mirror, however i didn't see my own face.
This face was feminine, the hair long and straggly, the eyes almost the
same as mine, reasonably large and very blue. The head however was more
oval than mine, the nose slightly pointed and the lips thinner. I was shocked
at first so blinked and looked again, seeing myself. This was before I
had found Wicca so it took me as an unusual thing to see, and I thought
that something must be wrong with me. So I kept it to myself. In the following
years, in some dreams, I would have glimpses of the same lady, sitting
at an old desk writing with a quill and ink, with other piles of written
paper nearby. Me, my friends, and family all know I have an unusual talent
for writing stories and poems, especially for my age, and so it occurred
to me that perhaps I was a writer/author/poet in a past life. I also have
the trait of being able to pronounce almost any word from any language,
whether it be german, japanese, chinese, french, indonesian, and various
others.
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I have a strange story I would like to share.
For many years, I have had the strangest dreams. There were two of
them- one was obviously somewhere in Scotland around 1100.
I was a young girl and didn't live long, but remember helping my family
card wool. I can still smell the fire that heated our stone and sod
home. I wish this was clearer, but I only remember little details.
The other dream is much more vivid. It
is in the Americas, around the turn of the 20th century. I am walking
through a New England town, and although there are people all around me,
they act like I'm not there. I keep walking, looking at the shops
and I am cold, because the wind is coming from an ocean. I turn onto
a road and keep walking, and it seems like people walk right through me
but I keep trying to stop them. I find myself out of town, quite
a ways, and suddenly a church appears. I don't go inside; instead,
I find myself wandering toward the graveyard. I walk through it like
I know where I'm going. The cemetery is well tended, but in the far
left corner is a gated plot. It hasn't been touched in several years;
the weeds are grown high and are bent toward one another, forming almost
a cave. Under the brush, I can see bricks, laid out in a little path.
I open the gate, and go inside, and suddenly, she is there.
I don't know who she is. She is about 7,
with black curly hair and bright blue eyes. I start backing up and
then she is on me, and has grabbed my hand and has bitten my wrist as hard
as she can. I pull my hand back, and back up but she keeps coming,
until finally, (and this is one of the wierd parts) I say, "in the name
of the Lord Jesus Christ, I command thee to release this child".
I say it over and over, but it doesn't stop her and I wake up. I
have had this same dream for 15 years, at least once a week.
Here is where it gets really wierd. Recently,
I met my husband's ex wife and we have become fast friends. I went
to Connetticut to visit her, and after the initial shock that we looked
so much alike and had such very similar beliefs we discussed dreams.
I told her about mine, and expected her to laugh, but she didn't.
The next day, she took me to the church and the graveyard in my dream.
It had been in her hometown. We didn't have the courage to go inside,
so we just stood by the gate, looking in at the turn of the century stones
that we could glimpse through the weeds...
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I can remember hundreds of lifetimes. Some
of these are fleeting memories, such as removing lice from my children's
hair in Egypt. To meeting my husband (for many lifetimes and will
be again in this one) in greece he was a freed slave who worked as some
kind of smith and I was a widow of a nobleman, (I can remember lusting
after him still) and we shocked the town when we married (tee hee hee).
He was also a priest whom I loved and knew (in the biblical sense) in Italy
pre-renaissance and we were caught and both of us tortured. My last
memory of that life is both of us brought in bloodied, heads shaved, bones
broken, filthy and naked. The priests threw us into a big black iron
maiden together closed us in and we died together. It is nice to
know I am not the only one remembering past lives.
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