Starting in Magic
"Do I dare
Disturb the universe?"
- T.S. Eliot, The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock
MAGICK
Magick is
real. It affects reality. It's serious business, something that should
never be taken lightly or fooled around with until you know what you are
doing. Magick is a tool, a double-edged sword. Magick disturbs the universe,
so save it for the big stuff.
Like anything
else, you'll get as much from magick as you put into it. It takes a lot
of time and study to become an adept. Be realistic in your expectations.
Magick is not the answer to everything, so recognize situations that are
better dealt with by law enforcement, doctors, or other professionals.
Be reasonable. If someone is spouting blood, apply a tourniquet and call
for help before you even think of doing a stop-bleeding spell.
Magick is
natural, not supernatural. Physicists have discovered that particles under
study alter their movements, that you can change a thing merely by concentrating
on it. That's how magick works. Learning to successfully cast spells is
the least of it. Your ultimate goal should be to experience life itself
as a magickal thing. The Buddha taught that all life is suffering, but
witches beg to differ.
Magick is
very powerful, but to look to it for power over others is to miss the point
entirely. Magick isn't for compelling love or obedience, it isn't for destroying
your enemies. Magick is about empowerment. This is why I teach people how
to cast spells rather than doing spells for them. Magick is for transformation,
healing, and betterment. It's for self-improvement and self-determination.
Power over yourself and your own life is real power. Use magick to change
your life. Battle your demons with it: fears, addictions, diseases, negative
patterns.
Magick is
limitless in its forms. Some types of magick include: knot magick, kitchen
magick, garden magick, weather magick, chaos magick, hand magick, candle
magick, chant magick, Goddess magick, lunar magick, solar magick, crystal
magick, dragon magick, sea spells, fire spells, necromancy . . . there
are as many kinds as a witch can imagine.
Knowledge
is power, so magickal power accrues with study, experience, practice and
inner work. Never try to prove your powers to anyone else. Don't get bogged
down in ridiculous 'power contests' with other practitioners. The only
one you have anything to prove to is yourself.
INNER WORK
You would
not be reading this were you not already a Seeker, trying to find your
Way. Your search (and the inner work it involves) are what matter, not
if your Path leads finally to Wicca or somewhere else. Walk in the light
and you will never go astray.
The journey
to magick starts with an inner voyage, the journey to Self. It begins with
the hand mirror of Venus: f This symbol does not represent
vanity. It means Know Thyself.
That is the same lesson which was taught at
Delphi: KNOW THYSELF.
You have been
living with yourself all your life, and probably assume that you do know
yourself. But unless you are already an adept, you have not yet learned
that there are two ways of Knowing, two ways of experiencing the world.
Magick will open your eyes, your mind and your Self to the Other way of
knowing. Reality is like an onion, composed of layers. Ordinary life takes
place on its surface, or perhaps a little deeper for those with inborn
psychic gifts. Magick will take you further, teach you how to penetrate
the veils and layers of reality. Magick deals in ultimate truths.
This journey,
should you decide to undertake it, is a never-ending one. We all
have things we can still learn about ourselves and about magick, no matter
how long we have been studying.
ASTROLOGY: As above, so below
Most witches
believe in astrology. We know that the position of the planets at the time
of your birth influences who you will be and what your life will be like.
This is not the sole determining factor, since forces like free will, genetics,
chance and synchronicity are also in play, but the art and science of astrology
is well worth study by witches and those who
would be witches.
Having your
birth chart done, or doing it yourself with the aid of a book, will help
you to learn more about yourself. A good astrology book makes you feel
like someone has been reading your diary, or peering through the windows
of your soul.
THE ELEMENTS
Most of us
feel more affinity for certain elements over others, and this influences
our style of practicing magick. Many things determine this affinity including
astrology, life events, and geography.
Examine your
life to determine your elements. I am a double Taurus who collects rocks
and studies herbalism. I keep crystals and other stones on my altar, and
almost always use plants in my spells. Earth is clearly my element, in
accord with both my Sun and Moon signs. Yet most of my spells are Fire
spells. Why? Perhaps because I almost died in a fire as a young woman.
I practiced
solar magick in Cairo and Los Angeles, but do not in New York. If I lived
at the beach, I expect I'd be into sea spells and lunar magick. Everything
is connected. Everything influences everything else.
Do you go
scuba diving, bungee jumping or mountain climbing? Has your house got a
fireplace, fish tank or wind chimes? Do you garden, fly kites, make pottery
or walk in the rain? What do you collect? What do you fear? Examine your
preferences and activities to determine your elements.
MYTHOLOGY
The Goddess
is
the Universe, not something separate from or superior to it. She is self-created
and self-renewing. We are just one product of Her great creative nature.
Her variety is infinite, as evinced by snowflakes and fingerprints. She
is the yin and yang of being, composed of both female (Goddess) and male
(god) energy. As pagans we worship Her by many names: Ishtar, Isis, Shakti,
Asherah, Xochiquetzal, Brigit, Pelé, Copper Woman, Lupa, Luna .
. . ad infinitum. We also recognize the Old Gods and worship them if we
feel moved to do so: Pan, Osiris, Tammuz, Jove, Quetzalcoatl, Cernunnos,
Mithras, etc.
Time spent
studying mythology is time well invested. Arthur Cotterell, in his preface
to The Encyclopedia of Mythology , points out how mythology deals
with fundamental human issues:
the power of love; its attendant anxiety and jealousy
the conflict between the generations, between old and new
the violence of men
the mystery of death
the mischief of trouble makers
the sadness of illness and accidental injury
the possibility of an afterlife or reincarnation
the effect of enchantment on mind and body
the challenge of the unknown
the sadness of betrayal and treachery
the cycle of fertility in humans, plants and animals
the horror of madness
luck and fate
the nature of the Universe
the creation of the world
the relationship between humans and the godhead
As you become
familiar with the God/desses of the world you will feel yourself drawn
to particular deities or cultures. You could also find that you feel affinity
for a certain type of deity: sea goddesses, vegetation gods, Earth Mothers,
Sky Fathers, culture hero/ines, or whatever. This is another way to learn
about yourself.
I am an American
of Western European ancestry to whom all myths are interesting, yet it
is to Egyptian mythology that I am most drawn. This tells me something
about myself. It informs these pages and the way I practice magick. It
helps me to understand why all the roads of my life led to Egypt.
PAST LIVES
Old Souls
are people who have lived before, often many times. Finding out if you
are an Old Soul, and who you were in past lives, is fascinating. An attraction
to witchcraft or magick in this lifetime may mean you were previously a
priest/ess, mage, witch or shaman.
There are
psychologists who hypnotize people and regress them to reveal past lives,
but I have not tried this and so cannot express an opinion about it. I
have met people who claim to be able to read your past lives in your aura,
but again I have no personal experience with this. I am not sure if either
of these methods work, but if they do they would give instant gratification.
What I am sure of is that there are a lot of charlatans out there who will
happily separate you from your money by trying to convince you that you
used to be Cleopatra or Merlin.
Your birth
chart can help you determine whether you have lived before. A lack of karma
in your natal chart indicates that you may be a New Soul, joining us on
the Wheel for the first time. A heavy accumulation of karma is one sign
of an Old Soul. Different aspects also give clues. The aspect of Saturn
trine Neptune, for example, indicates you are a Seeker far along the Path.
It means you probably practiced high magick in a past life, and have the
potential to be an adept in this lifetime. This aspect also shows an affinity
for earth magick.
Eastern religions
teach that enlightenment means escape from the Wheel, freedom from the
cycle of reincarnation, but Wicca does not agree with that. Witches welcome
return because we find life joyful.
DREAM WORK
A past life
dream is more like reality than a dream. If you have ever had one, you
know exactly what I mean. In an ancient dream you smell people's bodies,
feel the heat of the torches, experience the fear or joy of the priestess
. . . you wake up out of breath, with your heart pounding. You were
actually there. You know your dream for what it was.
Dreams can
reveal many things besides past lives, things such as directions, future
events and unresolved personal issues. The Universe sometimes communicates
with us through dreams.
Dream work
is done by keeping a notebook near your bed, a book in which you write
down your dreams as soon as you wake up. You could write down every dream,
or just those that seem meaningful. Reviewing the dreams as they accumulate
may reveal patterns and issues. This also gives validity to premonitions
and predictions.
CONFRONTING YOUR DARK SIDE
We all have
a dark side, and must confront it before we can trust ourselves with magick.
This requires absolute honesty with yourself. You have to find a way to
deal with your demons; demons being negative things like aggression, jealousy,
addictions, envy, depression. The solution is different for each of us.
My own dark side is darker than most, but I work it out in my poetry.
Magick has
its dark side as well, the black arts. They can be seductive, but you will
ultimately destroy yourself if you choose the left hand path. Protect yourself
from this. Never participate in Satanism, black magick, demonology, blood
sacrifice, or anything else that is negative. Avoid books by Aleister Crowley
and those who follow his twisted path. Develop your psychic radar so that
alarm bells go off whenever evil comes near you.
PATHWORKING
You
can learn witchcraft on your own, from books and web sites. It isn't necessary
to have a teacher, but you can look for one if you prefer. You can
practice entirely alone, as I do, or you could seek out others to work
with. The choice to follow a solitary path, or to join or form a circle
or coven, is yours. Follow your heart in such matters and never allow others
to impose these choices on you.
It is said,
however, that when you are ready a coven or teacher will come.
THE LAW
You should
carefully examine any spell or magickal work before you perform it to be
sure that it is in accord with the Law. If you do harm inadvertently, try
to right it. Many witches work a phrase into their spells that prevents
accidental harm, something like, ìAnd let no harm be done by this.î
Witches recognize
magick as a gift of the Goddess. We never accept money for casting spells
or the help we give. There is, however, no requirement we help everyone
who comes to us for it. Follow your own inclinations in this.
DIVINATION
Every witch
needs to learn some method of divination, be it runes, Tarot, scrying,
I Ching, or whatever. Divination is a way for the Universe to speak to
and through us.
ALTAR
An altar is
a place for worship and casting spells. Erect one if you can. It could
be a formal altar with an embroidered cloth, or it could be a table, bookshelf,
desktop, slab of rock . . . any place you have available to you for this
purpose. Usual altar furnishings include:
candles
tools
statues or other representations of deities
incense
crystals
offerings, such as fruit and flowers
As with all
else, it's your altar and you can put whatever you like on it. Pay homage
to a particular god, Goddess or pantheon. Decorate it for the seasons,
the Sabbats, the full moon - whatever feels right and looks good to you.
NAME
Many witches
elect to assume a Craft name. This is optional, entirely up to you unless
you join a tradition in which a new name is required. Your name, if you
choose one, should say something about you. God/dess, plant and animal
names seem to be popular, especially variations on wolf, dragon and raven.
Names that include the Moon, a color or stone are also often seen. Some
witches start with a single name then add additional ones to it as they
progress in the Craft. In some traditions each witch also has a secret
name, one that is known only to family or fellow coven members.
This is a
free planet and you can call yourself anything you like, but young witches
who assume titles like Lord, Lady or Sir may find themselves catching flack
for this from older witches who think such titles should be earned or awarded.
INITIATION
Witch. What
a powerful word it is. It attracts, it repels, it frightens, it fascinates.
It offers hope to those who do not know where else to turn. No one should
ever assume this title lightly. To call yourself a witch is to appoint
yourself a Priest/ess of the Goddess. It is a binding contract to serve
the Life Force.
I think that
you are entitled to call yourself a witch from the day you feel entitled
to do so. Some people, however, feel the need for a ceremony to mark this
transition in their life. A ceremony that says "Today I am a witch."
Covens often
do initiation ceremonies for new members. Solitary witches can hold Self-Initiation
Ceremonies of their own devising. If you feel the need for a ceremony,
have one. If not, just look yourself in the eye in a mirror and say it
out loud: "Witch."
NATURAL WITCHES
A natural
witch is a born witch, someone who requires no initiation. This may be
someone who is a hereditary witch, or who was a witch, priest/ess or adept
in a previous life.
Look for clues
in your life, your family history, your birth chart and your dreams to
discover if you are a natural witch. Did you ever wish something and have
it come true, to your horror or surprise? Did you suspect you caused this,
intentionally or otherwise? Perhaps you did. Were you a Pagan sort of child?
Have you dreamt ancient dreams? Do you seem to have a natural affinity
for magick? Have you got psychic gifts? Do inexplicable things happen to
or around you? All of these are indications.
If you suspect
you're a natural witch, you probably are. There are more people alive on
the planet right now than have lived in all of human history, so it makes
sense that many of us are Old Souls. Recycling is pleasing to the Goddess.
HEREDITARY WITCHES
Like blue
eyes and diabetes, witchcraft can also be inherited. It skips a generation,
according to some traditions. I get letters that start "We found a handwritten
book in the attic . . .", and others from witches who have discovered ancestors
who were accused or admitted witches.
Many witches
were taught Craft skills by their grandmothers, even if no one ever used
the word witchcraft. I think this would make an excellent subject for investigation
by a scientist witch.